{"id":905,"date":"2023-05-01T16:11:45","date_gmt":"2023-05-01T20:11:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/?p=905"},"modified":"2024-07-04T21:31:46","modified_gmt":"2024-07-05T01:31:46","slug":"surveys-flours","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/surveys-flours\/","title":{"rendered":"surveys: flours"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What&#8217;s your favorite memory which you&#8217;re not certain was real?<\/p>\n<p>Who cares for the person you care for most, as much as you do?<\/p>\n<p>Has anyone ever broken your heart without knowing your name?<\/p>\n<p>When did you last look into the mirror and see something beautiful looking back?<\/p>\n<p>Would you see something impossible if you looked behind you right now?<\/p>\n<p>What&#8217;s the last dream to make you feel bad in a way you couldn&#8217;t understand?<\/p>\n<p>What&#8217;s the idea you had? You know the one.<\/p>\n<p>Is there anything you love so much that you never need to think about it?<\/p>\n<p>When you laugh so hard that your eyes close, what color do you see?<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<ul>\n<li>I&#8217;ve now found three different notes to myself, going back at least six years, which all say it&#8217;s &#8220;very telling&#8221; that the &#8220;one thing&#8221; I can put into words or on paper directly involves the &#8220;sense of touch.&#8221; I know that they&#8217;re referring to the emotional temperature.. thing, feeling, whatever the right word for it may ultimately be. I don&#8217;t know what it&#8217;s supposed to tell, exactly, but I <em>do <\/em>know how drunk I must have been when writing at least two of those notes and enough liquor makes the details both critically important and incomprehensible.<\/li>\n<li>These were from a conversation with someone who I just put down at the time as &#8220;flours&#8221; and &#8220;flour girl&#8221; and I couldn&#8217;t remember her name now if I tried. But I don&#8217;t feel like giving her a phony name and the short time we spent in the same room predates most of the other references to &#8220;<em>x<\/em> girl<em>&#8221; <\/em>and &#8220;the girl who <em>x&#8221;<\/em>. Most people don&#8217;t really care much about their first name, and I don&#8217;t think she did either. We didn&#8217;t actually talk about it.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What&#8217;s your favorite memory which you&#8217;re not certain was real?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-905","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journal","category-method"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"post-thumbnail":false,"post-thumbnail-mobile":false,"post-thumbnail-full":false,"origami-slider":false,"sow-carousel-default":false,"sow-blog-portfolio":false,"sow-blog-grid":false,"sow-blog-alternate":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"boy","author_link":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/author\/theboy\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"What's your favorite memory which you're not certain was real?","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=905"}],"version-history":[{"count":17,"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1107,"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905\/revisions\/1107"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=905"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=905"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=905"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}