{"id":2065,"date":"2025-09-14T05:16:03","date_gmt":"2025-09-14T09:16:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/?page_id=2065"},"modified":"2025-09-15T09:21:44","modified_gmt":"2025-09-15T13:21:44","slug":"postwave","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/postwave\/","title":{"rendered":"postwave"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"2065\" class=\"elementor elementor-2065\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c7ea958 e-flex e-con-boxed e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"c7ea958\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2a9b2b4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"2a9b2b4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>A stranger waved at you and something seemed to go terribly wrong somewhere under my mind.<\/p><p>The things I haven&#8217;t done caught up with me all at once.<\/p><p><a href=\"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-scaled.png\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-2147\" src=\"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-scaled.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1802\" srcset=\"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-scaled.png 2560w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-300x211.png 300w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-1024x721.png 1024w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-768x541.png 768w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-1536x1081.png 1536w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-2048x1441.png 2048w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/going-904x636.png 904w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 2560px) 100vw, 2560px\" \/><\/a><\/p><p>Here I went.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-09beb0b elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"09beb0b\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><br \/>Going in, I remembered; some time ago, at the end of an empty era, I thought I might strangle myself just to see if anything would happen. Maybe at the last moment, you would walk through the door.<\/p><p>But the only door was locked and barricaded and a stranger was looking to bash it in, instead. I bled on her chest at the foot of the bed;<\/p><p>an antique hope from dead.<\/p><p>Now, then, I was sure<\/p><p>it would happen again.<\/p><p>here I now lie then<\/p><p>at the now very last second<br \/>from elsewhere<br \/>of all places<br \/>I caught a stray.<\/p><p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0i c atc\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 h\u00a0 a\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 ?<\/p><p style=\"text-align: right;\"><span style=\"color: #999999;\">solesen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0i c<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0c68c83 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"0c68c83\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>o<\/p><p>&#8220;Good morning,&#8221; it says brightly.<\/p><p><a href=\"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-scaled.png\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-2150\" src=\"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-scaled.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1920\" srcset=\"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-scaled.png 2560w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-300x225.png 300w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-1024x768.png 1024w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-768x576.png 768w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-1536x1152.png 1536w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-2048x1536.png 2048w, https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/seeing-904x678.png 904w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 2560px) 100vw, 2560px\" \/><\/a><br \/>o<\/p><p>o n i<\/p><p>&#8220;Welcome home,&#8221; it warms.<\/p><p><strong>o<br \/><\/strong>i <strong>c<\/strong> u\u00a0\u00a0 o<\/p><p>&#8220;Yes, my friend,&#8221; it beams, &#8220;here I am. It is so terribly good to see you now.&#8221;<\/p><p>And <i>so terribly<\/i>, it dawns.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9f688d0 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"9f688d0\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: right;\">must be\u00a0<span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"> \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A stranger waved at you and something seemed to go terribly wrong somewhere under my mind. The things I haven&#8217;t done caught up with me all at once. Here I went. Going in, I remembered; some time ago, at the end of an empty era, I thought I might strangle myself just to see if [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-2065","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"post-thumbnail":false,"post-thumbnail-mobile":false,"post-thumbnail-full":false,"origami-slider":false,"sow-carousel-default":false,"sow-blog-portfolio":false,"sow-blog-grid":false,"sow-blog-alternate":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"boy","author_link":"https:\/\/briefbloom.com\/journal\/author\/theboy\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"A stranger waved at you and something seemed to go terribly wrong somewhere under my mind. 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