On mornings like this, anyone can find themselves almost overcome with the desire to get away out get out and get anywhere else fast before someone breaks in and hurts me and mangles my face and gouges out my eyes too big for my head is too big for my body must be too wide and too heavy if I am fat someone will bludgeon me to death for it if I stay if I don’t get the fuck out of here now right now but the feeling never lasts.