that very well

Your first mister was your first monster.

(more…)

Even in dream

elsewhere evening post

I knew she’d taken the receiver off the hook.

I hadn’t even suspected that she might have hung it on another, and tried to call someone else.

The original idea was to draw that jealous spark of yours and find her by the greenshifted light.

But she never wanted to be found. Not by me.

(more…)

‘Even’ is in the Well

make me a promise you’ll never keep
and I’ll tell you a secret you will
ego is a terrible thing to waste
even still

even still

She must be down there.

I will find her tonight, or leave her there.

evening down in back

Between these evening sessions looking for her, I went out to the bridge for the first time in years. The 'acoustic anomaly' is still there -- and nowhere else. I can't find any mention of it online, haven't heard anyone talk about it. Not that I would.

Standing there at a little after one, I couldn't see any pedestrians in either direction. Nor did I pass any, coming or going.

I heard around a dozen cars this time and saw most of them by their headlights, about two seconds before. I heard a few stereos, but couldn't make out any songs.

the one one

windowless – thirteen

you know

hang one

evening in

and I’ve got a line on misea; uncut, with too many steps.

hang on

do you weigh the love with clothes?

I can’t force her to show herself. I’ve tried nothing else for weeks.

One last evening. Wish me well and check the mail.

Corner!