____ ______ please come home

between libraries, every night for five weeks, I spent nearly an hour writing those three words over and over, as many times as I could. thinking only those words.

when you smile, those three are all I have. for a moment, they are the only words I know. I can't speak. I can't think.

I can't do anything at all but hold on to nothing at all and wait.

lies regrets secrets
which oh which
oh which is this

do you read me?